Someday, I Will Understand

"Please bestow peace unto their souls, so that they may no longer suffer, and unto mine, so that I may go on with life without succumbing into deeper sorrow than I already am now. May they always rest in peace until the time I come home to Thee to be with my family once more. Amen."

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Nothing seems to be the way
That it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth
In me
And tell me somebody is watching
Over me
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday I will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
And I'll finally see
I'll see it all in my baby

Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop?
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

No moment
Will be more true
Than the moment
I look at you

It's in you
You see somebody is watching
Over you
And that is all I'm praying is that

Someday you will understand
In God's whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but maybe
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

~Someday (I Will Understand), by Britney Spears

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Angel feather brush by , here: [link]

I listened to the song, and it made me cry. The song clearly, if not exactly, describes Kazuar's whole experience. He was never at peace after his family's tragic death, and yet every night he would always pray for peace for their souls so that they won't suffer, and also for himself.

And for some emotional reason, I cried the whole time I listened to the song while I sketched this. I'm still crying now even as I type this...

Kazuar is my OC.